Well, not a great deal has been happening for me this past week. It has been pretty uneventful. I was supposed to have another appointment with Bill yesterday but he rang me at work and had to cancel due to industrial action at the hospital. He is going to ring me this Friday (16th) to re-schedule. I am not overly fussed though. I am actually feeling really good. It still hurts to see other pregnant women and little babies, but I guess that is normal. I don't have those overwhelming feelings of anger or hurt anymore. Every now and then I still get down in the dumps, but not nearly as bad. Now that AF has come and gone I think that is a major part of the reason why I feel better. I was feeling very anxious waiting for her, I suppose because AF's arrival was the first real sign of things getting back to normal. So now I am on the right track. I still am unsure whether or not I want to TTC this month or not. I know it is probably the wrong thing to do but I want it so badly. Maybe I am being very selfish. Glen (DH) says if I want to, he doesn't mind. I don't think I would try 100% anyway. I don't chart or take temps or anything, just roughly guessing the days and going by my bodies reactions, so it is just a matter of DTD on the right day. If anyone has any opinions please let me know!

I have been reading and writing on one of the discussion boards, TTC after miscarriage, and that has been fantastic. So if anyone from there is reading, HELLO!! I think that a lot of the reason why I feel so much better is having all those wonderful people to talk with.

Well I could keep going for hours (if you haven't figured yet, I am a bit of a talker!) but I really should finish up, so lots of ++++++++++ vibes for everyone.

Lea