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December 1, 2003
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Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard...
I'm going back to the start
~Coldplay
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It looks like the rollercoaster ride is coming to an end.
Beta #1 24
Beta #2 72
Beta #3 103
Beta #4 256
Beta #5 961
Beta #6 600(something) 2 days from being 6 weeks.
As you can see, my level dopped. We saw the start of a sac on 11/21 and a much bigger sac on 11/26. Unfortunately, my HCG dropped that day. I stopped my progesterone and am waiting for "AF." Before my u/s I went to the ladies' room and saw blood. I will never forget the look on Chris' face when I told him--he turned so pale and was almost physically ill. How I wish I could take it all back...
This is the worst time for this to have happened. November is not a happy month for us anyway so this was just really a cruel twist of fate.
So we are starting over.
Jen
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