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Jenn's Diary Entries Diary Navigation: Choose A Diary Entry -------------------- Latest Entry: 2/2/07 -------------------- 3/20/02 2/18/02 2/7/02 1/30/02 1/28/02 1/22/02 1/4/02 12/14/01 11/19/01 11/8/01 10/22/01 10/17/01 9/28/01 9/27/01 9/26/01 9/12/01 9/11/01 9/6/01 8/30/01 8/28/01 8/27/01 8/10/01 8/2/01 7/25/01 7/16/01 6/29/01 6/15/01 5/22/01 5/11/01 4/27/01 4/20/01 4/12/01 3/30/01 3/20/01 3/9/01 3/6/01 3/2/01 2/19/01 2/16/01 2/14/01 2/9/01 1/30/01 1/25/01 1/24/01 1/22/01 1/9/01 12/29/00 12/21/00 12/5/00 11/28/00 11/21/00 11/13/00 11/6/00 10/30/00 10/24/00 10/18/00 10/11/00 10/4/00 9/27/00 9/20/00 9/13/00 8/30/00 8/22/00 8/16/00 8/8/00 8/2/00 7/27/00 7/19/00 6/20/00 6/13/00 6/9/00 6/5/00 5/22/00 5/17/00 5/9/00 5/8/00 5/1/00 4/24/00 -------------------- Jenn's Introduction

February 9, 2001

I just read Wendy's diary entry from the pg boards and I had tears in my eyes reading. She went in to have her ultrasound and they couldn't find the heartbeat. They tried for quite a while and sent her to some place else to see what they could find. I just kept thinking oh no. Not another person going through a m/c. Well come to find out they seen the baby and it was fine all along. Just being quiet.

Ever since I read that I have been feeling depressed and down. Mainly cause I haven't got pg yet and am not holding my little miracle. I just want to say that for those of you who are pg or already have your angels, be proud, Be real PROUD that you accomplished that miracle in life. You know I never thought that it would be this hard to get pg. Never imagined in my life that it would take this long or be this heartbreaking. But in reality it is.

I think this may all be because my EDD of Valentine's Day is approaching and I keep thinking of how big I would be and what would be happening to me very soon. I just get real dpressed about it.I know all of us get to feeling this way and it's not just me. I'm soooooo sad. I am getting all teared up now.

I have the faith it will happen one day for me but right now I'm just very depressed about the whole thing. I don't know how some of you can do this day after day. I know I have been for 1 yr but any much longer I'm not sure if I can do it!

Thanks for being my friends!
I love all of you, Jenn