Here I am on day 22. Last night I had a really sharp annoyingly painful pain in my right side (down in my ovarian area, I guess you could call it) and then this morning my temp was up to 97.0 from the 96's earlier this week. Mike and I have been baby dancing for the past several days...Friday night, Saturday afternoon, Sunday Night (of course, it was Valentine's day) and then again last night. According to my Ovulation chart (which I am not relying wholeheartedly on) the past four days have been the most fertile days of my cycle.

We should be baby dancing again tonight since I told him my temp was up and that I had a pain last night. =) Yippee!!! My cycles are really irregular so it may seem to some people that I would have past the mark already but I don't know if I have or not. I just know that my temps have been kind of high (for me at least) recently. =) Wish me luck in that!! Hopefully this will be THE month!!!

Last night, I watched 7th Heaven and got really emotional because for those of you that watch it, you know that the mother had the twins. Last week they were born the night before my due date for the baby I lost was(February 9th was my DD). Then this week, the ending of the show really caught me off gaurd and made me really emotional. I am trying really hard to not think of the child that I lost at all but with us trying now, I can't help that think that if I hadn't lost the baby in August, we wouldn't BE trying right now. I'd still be in the postpartum stage.

Mike is being really great about the whole thing. Again, he just held me last night while I cried and told me that I'd be pregnant soon (knock on wood for good luck) and he knows that it's sad for me because I wanted that baby so much. It's hurting him too but not as much I don't gather because I was the one that had to PHYSICALLY go through it. I am really nervous and want to get pregnant again so badly. I told Mike that I was scared about getting pregnant again because I am afraid that I will lose another one but he told me not to even think like that and that the next baby would be fine!! He is so good to me...=)

Well, all that is it for me. Until next time, have a great week, weekend and Keep On Tryin'!!

Jenea