The thing I am finding the hardest about this is the fact that I have had AF-like cramps and sometimes really sharp pain around my ovaries, and it hasn't meant anything except that it got my hopes up. I feel like my body has been playing some really cruel trick on me. I am going in on Monday for some blood work to confirm that no ovulation has happened, but because this is basically an unmonitored cycle, I will probably never know why I am still having these pains and cramps.

DH has a basketball tournament this weekend, and as one of the organizers he can't back out to be at home with me. I can't stop crying, but I am going to have to pull myself together because we have guests all weekend. I am probably going to take a break from the computer, but thank you all for being there when I have needed you up to now.

Kim