Well, here I am at day #21..... which has flown by sooo quickly this month, thank goodness! This month has definitely been different, from the get-go!

If you read back, I had weird ovulation symptoms immediately after my period ended and it never really faded. So I don't know if I ovulated at all, or if it just happened early.... so we bd'd every other day throughout the entire time. So regardless of when I really did "O".... we should have hit it anyway. But if not, I wouldn't be at all surprised (grumble, grumble) .

OK, so since last week, I've been at one birth, found out my maid of honor is pregnant, determined the sex of two of our friend's pregnancies... AND had a dream my mother had another baby before I did. How loopy is that??? This is getting insane, babies, babies, babies all around me. My maid of honor never even WANTED kids. It was shoot and miss, if it happened it happened...and BOOM she is pregnant. I don't know if I can take anymore babies popping up around me. I just REALLLLLLLY want this... is it soooo much to ask for????? I mean, dogs have 'em, cows have 'em, kitties have 'em, holy mackerel , even worms have babies for crying out loud!!!

OK, I'm alright, really I am -- don't send the guys with the straight jackets... really, I'm fine.

So anyway, here we are ... TTC#1 Cycle # 7 day #21. I'm due to start my period on Thanksgiving, give or take a few measly days... so I'll wait like I always do, me and my barren fallopian tubes.

Jen

(yes I'm pouting) *lip dragging across floor*