Well, not much new news here. Back at the beginning of another LOOOONGGG cycle. Haven't really been keeping track of much, trying to keep a low profile as far as charting goes. My period ended yesterday ( 11-2-99 ) and I'm trying super-duper hard not to think about the upcoming ovulation time. We are at month 7 and everyone keeps telling me that our odds are getting better and better but I'm trying to figure out how that calculates. I figure each month is the same as the last, each cycle gives you the same chance as the previous one. Who knows... I'm just trying to keep my wits about me this month. My friend, who I had troubles with earlier , who found out she was pregnant, went in for her U/S yesterday and found out she is having a boy.... just what she wanted. I'm so happy things are working out for her, but it just kills me how everything is just falling into place for her so perfectly and it almost seems like it's expected, no big deal, she doesn't even seen emotionally involved in this pregnancy yet. I can't even begin to tell you how deeply I would feel toward a pregnancy at this point.

Well, we'll see how this week goes. Aiming toward a stress free environment.... NON obsessing.... clear headed week!!!

Take care everyone!!

Jen