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Jayme's Diary Entries Diary Navigation: Choose A Diary Entry -------------------- Latest Entry: 10/6/00 -------------------- 9/13/00 9/4/00 8/30/00 8/21/00 8/9/00 7/29/00 7/25/00 7/21/00 7/20/00 7/18/00 7/3/00 6/29/00 6/23/00 6/20/00 6/13/00 6/12/00 6/6/00 5/26/00 5/23/00 5/22/00 5/17/00 5/15/00 5/13/00 5/13/00 5/11/00 5/6/00 4/29/00 4/22/00 4/21/00 4/4/00 3/29/00 3/13/00 3/11/00 3/2/00 1/8/00 -------------------- Jayme's Introduction

May 23, 2000

I HAVE to write again! I am freaking here! I am now on CD#32!!! I have never gone over 28 days! If this is someone's idea of a joke, then it is not funny! AF if there is no baby in there then you better show your ugly face! I am soooo stressing here! Could it be? I hate to get excited; but I can't help it! I mean, y'all could be reading an entry of a pregnant woman right now. Yipee!!!!!

STOP IT, JAYME!!! I will NOT get my hopes up. I kind of don't want to take another test because I want to wonder. I can imagine that I am preggo and that feels better then knowing that I have another cycle to go through without a baby. Plus, I'd probably take it and it would say negative and I'd start AF right after. A BIG waste of money. Isn't it funny that a PG test is a waste when it comes up -? If it was + then I'd probably save it and put it on the wall with a plaque!

I am soooo nervous! What if I am pregnant? And if not, then why is my cycle irregular? Will I carry the baby to term? Will I be a good mother? Will it hurt really bad to go through labor? Will my baby know how bad I wanted them and how much I really love him/her? I better stop this insanity. If I am not pregnant, I will feel sooo stupid that I freaked like this as you guys witnessed it. I don't have a feeling that I am preggo. I'll probably start tomorrow. I have been saying that for a week now, though!!!! WHOOOPPEEE!!!!

There I go again. I have to stop this. I am soo happy though. This is the closest I have ever felt to be PG! I could be PG and I am just soo happy with that possibility. My mind is going crazy with possibilities right now! I will definitely keep y'all posted as soon as I hear something! Y'all will be one of the firsts to know! I hope to have great news when I post again.

Pray for me! Keep living life! ++++ vibes to all!!!