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Jayme's Diary Entries Diary Navigation: Choose A Diary Entry -------------------- Latest Entry: 10/6/00 -------------------- 9/13/00 9/4/00 8/30/00 8/21/00 8/9/00 7/29/00 7/25/00 7/21/00 7/20/00 7/18/00 7/3/00 6/29/00 6/23/00 6/20/00 6/13/00 6/12/00 6/6/00 5/26/00 5/23/00 5/22/00 5/17/00 5/15/00 5/13/00 5/13/00 5/11/00 5/6/00 4/29/00 4/22/00 4/21/00 4/4/00 3/29/00 3/13/00 3/11/00 3/2/00 1/8/00 -------------------- Jayme's Introduction

April 21, 2000

I had a really rough day. AF came and I was so sure that I was PG. I cried and cried. I am going to the GYN on Tuesday so I can see what is going on. I hope I don't have cervical cancer again. It was really, really hard this time on me and my DH. I had even started making a baby blanket. I know that that sounds silly because I started so early on it; but, I was really excited and wanted to start getting things together very early so that my baby would have everything and more than other babies have. I want my baby to have the best.

I am sooo depressed. I wish it would happen soon. I have been TTC for about eight months now. I know that some people have been trying longer; but, it is very hard. I know that I could be a wonderful mother and there are people out there who suck as parents (child abusers and neglectors) that can get PG if the man puts his pants on the bed.

I am just sooo scared that I may never have one of my own. Well, I just have to keep a positive thinking. I'll write again soon, Thanks for all of your support through my rough times.

Positive vibes to all TTC...
~Jayme