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Home › Diaries › Becky's › September 16, 1999

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September 16, 1999

Thursday 16/09 (8DPO) ( 37.1 / 98.8)
I can't believe this but despite my temps I don't feel pg!!! DH is now sick :-(.

Friday 17/ 09 (9DPO) (36.9 )

Temp is down a bit today. I'm having a huge dinner party tomorrow night so I'm going to spend the day cooking. I still don't think I'm pg. The only funny thing was that I felt really sick until I ate breakfast. I'll be glad to get the next few days over and done with, I really hate this time.

Monday 20/09 (12DPO)
 So much has happened. I did a HPT on Saturday and got a faint second line, I was so excited I sat on the bed and thanked God for blessing us again. I did another test on Sunday morning to check that the line was darker - there was no second line, I tested again this morning - nothing. I have been to my doctor and had a blood test, the results will be in tomorrow. My doctor said if you stress too much it can stop the pg, he did say that it shouldn't but it does. So as of today I'm not charting my temps or CP anymore. I'm very lucky in that I can tell by my CM when I'm about to O so I'll use an OPK just to make sure but that's it. I wish you could take a tablet that makes you not think about TTC. It's so hard. I feel so sad. My doctor said that I could still be pg it just hasn't shown up in the urine test, but I know too much now. I used urine first thing this morning; if I was pg it would have shown. (I'm using an ultra sensitive test). I have an appointment in 2 weeks to see a naturopath who specialises in women who have had miscarriages, maybe she can help, even if it's just emotionally.

Tuesday 21/09
 Test was negative (HCG levels were too low to be anything).

Wednesday 22/09 (Waiting for AF)
 I feel soooooo sad. DH and I are fighting - he just doesn't understand. I've stopped charting my temps. School holidays start Saturday and I have two weeks off, I'm so looking forward to it. I'm going to try and just de-stress about this whole TTC but that's so easy to say with AF lurking, but once you get to those last 2 weeks. UGH!!!! I have many virtues (?????????) but patience just isn't one of them. I'm taking my daughter out shopping on Friday, we're going to have a major shopping spree.

Good luck and positive thoughts to everyone. Keep smiling (huh!)

Becky



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