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July 24, 2000

I am so forgetful and missed last week's entry!! I swear that those shots have distorted my short-term memory!

Well, not a lot has changed since last time! I am scheduled for the lap on Aug 3. I have gotten conflicting reports on this lap. Some have said that a lap is also ovarian drilling? Also, I would like to know if they can do more exploring while in there removing the cyst? I have a pre-op appointment on July 31, but I won't see my GYN -- which is, in my mind, not right! But, don't you think that I have a right to see her prior to my surgery to go over these questions that I just posed? Any feedback anyone has in this area is greatly appreciated!

I wanted to tell you last week about this strange experience that a lady a church told me about. It was two Sundays ago and when I walked into the church, she said, "I have got to talk to you!" I thought something was wrong. This lady knows really nothing about our TTC endeavor. But she went on to tell me that she had a message for me and she didn't really know how to tell me. She said she was somewhere in between being awake and sleep when a girl -- about 5 years old - came to her. She said the girl called herself "Love." So, this girl said to tell me that SHE was the one who was supposed to be with us -- this was our daughter. When this lady asked why she didn't go to us herself, she said that I wasn't listening to her. She didn't know if we would give birth to her or if someone else would, but she would be ours! This came on the same day as AF, so I was naturally a bit emotional anyway! I just cried! I don't know what this means -- if anything! I just thought it a bit odd that she had this experience. Maybe some of you are experts in this area -- I'd be curious to know what you think?

I have never really had any dreams that were good about babies. All of my dreams were bad. But, lately I have had some great baby dreams. I had one the other night that the baby moving inside me actually woke me! I think that I am officially losing my mind over all of this stuff! I think that I am so scared, nervous, anxious, etc ... that it's really taking a toll on my mind! Being able to write it out and bore all of you definitely helps me!!! Thanks!!

School starts here on Aug 14. It's getting closer and I can't wait!!! I love my job. I think it's not really been good for me having so much free time this summer! Each cycle has seemed like an eternity and I need something to occupy my time! Teaching will definitely occupy my time!!! :)

I hope that all of you are doing so well!!! These ladies writing diaries are so awesome!! They have really been great!!!

Hugs and love to each of you!

XOXOXO!
Amy W



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